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Sunday, August 31, 2008
sianz.. its a sunday but im rotting at hm.. hmm. exactly five more days to my pink ic.. not excited at all.. aahhrrr.. wad de hell i wan...sianz
last few days nth much.. ma jong is still wad im doing..lolx.. prawning.. within 2 months jiu 6-7 tyms le.. very ex.. imagine each tym cost mi 30 bucks.. damn ex.. so i think gonna stop tis hobby for sum months le.. yup.. oo.. i got my w760i.. a little regret but i still like it lah.. at least better than de 1 im using whereby i dun even noe wads de model.. lolx..
ok.. hav to book in soon le..n de next tym i cum out.. freedom!! pink ic, im coming....
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
exactly 9 more days to ord but im not excited at all.. i couldnt get to slp.. cause very near de corner.. im gonna step into my career which is a brand new chapter of my life.. so far.. 4 in my lists.. sony promoter, community centre customer service, credit card promoter n last of all, learn frm my dad.. very luan ahr.. most prob is learn frm my dad tough de pay is not really gd.. but can learn alot of things..no matter wad.. relax first ahr.. lolx. 14th - 16th of sep.. should be going to genting wif my parents n their frenz.. who interested??
recently, went prawning 4 tyms in a month.. super ex but in de same tym fun... 1st tym.. is onli gain experience. 2nd tym, shown improvement.. 3rd tym wif sharon n jocelyn.. was fun.. we caught 30 n bring to sharon house boiled it.. yummy is de onli word i can describe. n today wif derrick n wanting.. 21 prawns.. tis tym round.. we bbq it.. taste better.. lol. in de same tym.. had a long tok wif derrick.. it has been a long tym we never go into serious tok.. in conclusion. he is really my bro man.. haha..tough we dun meet often.. but everytym when we mit.. nth change.. tis shows dat.. even gd frenz or bro dun hav to meet very often to maintain the friendship or broship.. it should be in de heart n not by words but through actions. anyway.. i going into my career le n so i should be busy.. will hav lesser tym to meet up wif frenz . so sorry guys..
these few days.. hav been looking for my brand new phone.. cannot tahan de one im using now.. esp when ppl lke tan wan ting n jocelyn neo saying wanna bluetooth things to my phone whereby my phone dun even hav dat function.. kaox.. not to worry.. im getting it within this week.. was thnking g900 or c902 cause of de camera n walkman phone.. was also thinking about n95.. but too thick . in de same tym too ex.. but i like de gps function..in de end.. i hav decided to hav w760i . tough camera is onli 3.2 which is very normal nowadays n lose to 900 nn 902. but w760i also hav gps n also walkman phone.. wif contract onli 95.. if can sign nsf de plan .. 45 dollars onli . hopfully they can count mi as nsf tough 1 more week++ to ord.. lolx.. woo.. long entry..ok shall end here.. hopfully thurs to sun. i can go for starhub roadshow if onli fri i dun hva to go to career fair.. yup..
Friday, August 15, 2008
31st july.. ord parade.. tough 1 more month to ord.. de parade is a memorable..sad in de same tym happy.. haha.. also my mum birthday..overall emo dat bah.
1st of aug- 14 aug.. alot of things happen.. i want to change into a better me.. till toay.. den i noe.. i got a happy family n i dun wan to lose any of them.. i noe its my fault.. i promise.. i will stand up again.. real soon.. im giving too much pressure to myself.. im muz learn to relax.. everything gonna be fine..
actually.. recently after sum reflection.. i find out dat.. i should hang out more wif ppl around de age of mine.. dere r really generation gap...n i find it hard to communicate.. i juz cant be myself.. if is to enjoy.. yah.. all of us can enjoy.. but when cum to serious tok.. its very hard..if 1 day i choose to give up anyone as my frenz.. i can onli say sorry.. like wad i say.. i hav change.. its my fault for putting too much effort into tis friendship n we hav come to a point dat its very hard to give up.. but sum things cant drag too long.. if tis carry on.. i will go mad 1 day.. not dat i dun wan to care for u anymore.. but.. im dun feel like myself when im wif u..i get irritated easily.. u can hav yr frenz.. i really dun mind.. last tym.. if u were to ask mi.. can tis friendship lasts.. i will say.. yes.. n its forever.. but if u were to ask mi now.. i dunno how to ans.. i dunnoo how to face u.. i dun want to hurt u.. i want u to be happy.. but by doing all these.. im de one whu is unhappy.. maybe a little more reflection is wad i nid..wad i wan is sumone whu i can share my probs wif.. but u r not de 1.. u may be listening but may not be understand wad im trying to say.. im tired.. i hav done my part.. i believe u did too.. but is de character dat give mi de feeling of giving up.. how i wish i can go back to de past.. juz be happy n joke around everything.. but de fact is i cant.. i hav come to a stage dat.. career is gonna de main thing in my life. dosent mean datt friend is no longer important but we got to see things in a different view le.. wad i wan is frenz whu really understand mi.. not by juz saying out.. but by action..like wad i say.. a little more reflection is all i nid.. i give myself a little more tym to decide.. n i would like to say again.. if i day .. i choose to give up.. not because im angry or wad.. im juz tired of putting a mask when i meet u.. i give myself till end of tis year.. next year.. im gonna start everything all over again.. i want to be myself.. hmm.. yeap.. last of all.. giving up is not easy cause both of us wil be hurt.. n i believe. if i do tis.. it is also a tym for u n also myself to be independent.. we hav to move on.. when u cum to my stage.. u will understand wad im trying to say.. i cannot confirm wif we can be as close as de past.. but there r really very meaningful n sweet memories.. yeap.. by saying all tis dosent mean i hav already cum out wif my ans.. but juz in case.. lols..ok.. i got to go n slp le.. tml still hav to run 14km.. kaox.. byee
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